today's the last day of 2005. went out just now. am not going to elaborate much.. lols. pretty fun, that's all i can say. if you really want to know what i did today, go to alicia's blog. =] hahas. okae. anyhow, was on the train and was kinda reflecting on this whole year.. can sum it up in one word: CRAZY. lols. dont think that much elaboration would be needed cause, you can just infer from the word!! hahahs. learnt quite alot of things about me in this whole year. think that i can safely say that i kinda know how to think more le. =] hehehs.
okae.
gtg
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!! Friday, December 30, 2005
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
You like to be surrounded by four solid walls.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
hmms. i have no idea if it's true.. hahas. especially about the relationship part. but then and again, it's not as though i have lots of experience in it. nor do i know myself till the extent of knowing my whole personality. heheh. =D Tuesday, December 27, 2005
but this bear's cuter
the whole collection of neoprints
some of e neoprints i have
aint that bear cute???
my ez link card's spoilt. but luckily, sembawang here has got an office that does those card replacement stuff. wahahs. finally there's something good from staying here. so did and got my card today. whees! so funny..! the photo's sec1 de. so still got that bushman eyebrows. =X quite funny lah, come to think of it.. at least now ok le?? hehheh!
kk..
i go read storybook le!
pray hard that i wont get scolded by cher when school starts! =[
o yeah.. that youtube video.. hahas. paiseh that im not an expert on web stuff, so cannot configure until doesnt overlap into the links part.. =D hee. Monday, December 26, 2005
oh no.. wendy got in.. sobs. austin's leaving. hais. =[ that's project runway's stuff, if you dont know what im talking about.. anyhows, next monday's the final/big showdown. they called everyone back. hahas, reunion. got a little bit from the preview- they were just like critisizing wendy and saying stuff about her. on one point, it's kind of a sorry state for her. i wonder whether she has seen how much this whole competition has changed her? or maybe it just made her more bitchy.. bleaghs. either way. dont like her. nor her designs. so ugly. disgustinig. today's one.. gosh. feathers. -_-" but then, hmm. i think she's just stuck in the 90's. hees =D
crapology.
got tuition tomorrow.. bleaghs. hope that i would have enough sleep today...?
hmm..
lols. found this while bloghopping. =]
talk about heart attacks. X___X sheesh. so scary..
i know im rambling.. but arrgh.. heck care. i mean. yeah.. hahas. crap. im just typing for the sake of typing. i know that i can save this as draft and never post this up. but somehow i always feel obliged to post everything that i typed here. -_-" dont ask me why! hmmms..
think i shall go have my breakfast/lunch aka BRUNCH [what kinda dumb thing..] and try to start on my homework.
sheesh. i entertain interesting and fun dreams. not weird and freaky dreams.
sheesh. boxer day. wonder why isit boxer..? lols.
zzz..
so boring.. seriously i should start on my art.. hais.
i hate it that my computer's not in my own room. think of it. if my computer is in my own room, i would be more likely to make the effort to clean my room and sleep in it and do homework. thus. my computer should be in my own room. no matter what they say about using the computer in the middle of the night. come on. i will only use it if im having problems sleeping.. bleaghs.
bleagh bleagh bleagh
life stinks
or rather school stinks! Sunday, December 25, 2005
merry christmas i guess..?
hehs.
it's not good to be behaving like an owl. it's going to play some havoc on my system when school term starts. sheesh. i should stop this habit of staying up till pass 12. and the tedency to stay up till so early when i stay out till about past 12. hais.. it's not good. for the mind and body.. lols.
okae.
that was what i wanted to say. before i lost it all in my brain due to slight derailing of thought train..
by the way im talking about things.. you could say that im delirious. im always like that when i stayed up the whole night [why is it night anyway?it's the morning for frigging goodness sake] and when the sun has not come up yet. dont know why..? hmm.. maybe it's cause it's stil dark enough to sleep. and nobody's up to accompany you with crapping except for yourself [to do crapping by yourself and be entertained by it for such a long period of time takes quite abit of skill]. but it's early enough to behaving your breakfast, if you goby my normal school day timing..? okae. nope. i would most probably be trying to shake the last of sleep from my head and get ready to shower now..?
anyhows. you know the christmas song- santa claus is coming to town? i wonder why isit town? cause there are other places than town.. what about those kids living in the suburbs? those in the countryside? how? dont tell me that santa dont visit them? lols. opps. didnt mean it that way.. guess what i meant was that it couldve been countryside or suburb but instead, it is town.
lols.
another piece of rambling.. ahh.. crap. guess am gona disturb someone later.. hahahs. :D im so mean. =X heees.
sheesh.. the hamster cage especially stinks now. dont know why... is it cause it's morning? and it does its daily morning movements? lols. crap. literally. -_-"
anyhow.. if you have a coprophager as a pet, does that mean that you would have less shit to clean up?
anyhow. would you agree with this statement>>> girls daydreams while guys fantasize
hees
proof that i was up awake all night.
lols.
crap lah.. for all you know i couldve slept and woke up via alarm, come online and post this post. but then, who on earth in their right mind would admit to their scheme? thus, youve got no choice but to trust my words! hahahs! if not just ask gaffar. he's up too. lols.
anyhows.
it's CHRISTMAS at long last! hahahas!
so cool.
went out on christmas eve. didnt stay out as late as i expected to be..? but nevertheless, i had fun in between the short period of time.. heheh.. hmm... salvatore ferragamo. woots. dont know if i spelt it correctly..? heheh.
i forgot what i wanted to post about.. mean gaffar laughed at me when i told him that. sobs. meanie. =[
anyhows..
SANTA!!
MY WISH DIDNT COME TRUE!
hais.
it's okae i guess.
it's an impossible wish too. =]
lols.
am rambling.. signs of the sleepy human.
wheee...! 5plus. cool.
think i shall go do some bloghopping and storyreading and go off to sleep. Thursday, December 22, 2005
am going down to grandma's house later on for 'reunion dinner'. hahas, long time since ive seen my cousins. lalas. expect that i would like melt into the background. =] woots. dont really mind. heheh. dont like being the center of attention.. dont know dont care. ladidum. can say that im a person who's more often involved in her own world than anyone else's.
it's going to rain soon...!!
hais.
-_-"
so irritating.
think i go read storybook le bah. =]
was bloghopping just now. kinda funny that all the blogs i go are so filled with angst. okae. not that funny. but thinking about it.. my blog doesnt seem to be like very personal. no mentioning about those people who fucked up my day.. no mentioning of what went wrong with me today.. hmms. sometimes i feel that im very detached from my own emotions. like, yeah i know that this is happening but im not feeling anything about it. heh. Wednesday, December 21, 2005
| Your Power Color Is Lime Green |
 At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: m You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?" |
some might call this crap.
some might call this funny.
some might call this weird.
but i call this EXCUSES!
It's not the fault of the student if he FAILS, because
>>>the
>>>>>>year ONLY has 365 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Typical academic year for a
>>>student:
>>> >>>
>>> >>>1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 313.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult 2 study.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 263.
>>> >>>
>>>
>>>3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 141.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 126.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 96.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 81.
>>>
>>>
>>> >>>7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 46.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 6.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Days left 3.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>1 day left.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>11. That 1 day is your birthday.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>How can you study on that day?!?!?!?!?!?!
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Balance = 0
>>> >>>
>>> >>>How can a student pass ?????!
>>> >>>
>>> >>>Pass this on and you will have good luck for your examinations throughout your life studying.
>>> >>>
>>> >>>All the best mugging! =D
got this in my mail.. quite common i guess. was suppose to forward it. but i guess that more people would read it if i were to put it in my blog cause sometimes, people dont really check their mailbox cause there are just so many spam mails and thus decides to let it lie there. =] hahas. besides, who does emailing? -.-" our generation does things via SMS! wahahas. okae. maybe next time sms would be the new email. maybe it already is. okae. whatever.
hmm... was reading this book, where one of the characters is a teenagers. and she joins this kind of club formed by a few other girls and in order to fully qualify as one of them, she's got to fulfil several tasks. some of which are the few of parents' worse nightmare. e.g. meet someone off the net, steal something from a shop and stuff like that. she knows that it's wrong. but she still does it to be accepted into the group, i think [i havent read finsih the book!]. lols. makes me wonder about how many of us does stupid things just to be accepted..
anyhows.
went back to school today for the camp briefing.. gosh. felt so freaking out of place. makes me wonder why i want to be involved as a facilitator in the first place.. but then not my fault. cause the 'higher powers' put all my friends into the committee. sobs. -.-" lols. bleaghs. another thing is that.. we have class then camp then class then camp. does that mean that we're going to like, wear the same school uni for 3days?! >.< freaking disgusting. -_-" hope they at least allows us to wear like p.e. attire? hmmms.. wonder if i can manage to catch up with the classes or what.. hais. seriously hope that i would not get results so bad till ive got no where to go.. hais. stupid alan.. say that this year the o's easy. then next year would be difficult. im feeling a niggling sensation, as though im worried. since i worry so little.. i cant be entirely too sure..
coming to think of it. when was the last time that i worried something as major as exam results? O.O Tuesday, December 20, 2005
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
 You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
hmm. me? childlike? haahs. okae. hope you have fun laughing =]
opps.. failed to mention that i saw the new V.P that day. it's a MALE!! lols. he looks abit sissy-fied..? cant really remember how he looked like, except that he's about one head taller than ms loo. cause i saw her giving him a tour of the school. then he had to bend down constantly to hear her. hahas. is he hinting that she speaks too softly..? hmm.. think not. i can hear her, even though i was like about 3m away and it was noisy..? hahas. think he's what. mr tan? something equally boring. zzz.. lets hope that he does not carry on the zhonghua principal tradition of nagging at us students and instead can bring some overdue changes to our school, for the benefit of us students.
ive been tagged three times in total. erm.. think i shall do like 5 more things. w/o asking people to do it too.. hahas. =]
1. i like to dance. =]
2. i love the computer and handphone. cant live w/o them
3. i love being inactive.
4. i hate being inactive.
5. i contradict myself often. =] Sunday, December 18, 2005
was reading through the first page of posts in the old me. hahs... was kinda.. surprised..? no.. not say surprised.. more of like.. hahs. i think i was more of like shocked that the events that happened a long time ago can still make me feel emotional. lols. this getting dumb. =]
just finished watching legally blonde. hahas. the show's kinda hilarious at the starting. ending kinda funny.. lols. dont think that anybody would be that confident to hire a law student even help is allowed... anyhows. why isit so that blondes are regarded as someone who's an airhead..?
i wonder what colour my hair would be if im not an asian..? hahas. blonde? -_-" hahas. right.. Saturday, December 17, 2005
what happened to e 0.2%??
yawns
this is boring..!
goodness..
am currently waiting for mother to come back with my food. waited for very long already.. had no idea that singapore can be that big and the distance between yishun and sembawang as great as singapore to melbourne.
kk.
whatever..
just BORED!
i have a fetish for ankle heels. they look damn nice..! Friday, December 16, 2005
went bloghopping. did some quizzes. =]
What Kinda Kiss R U?
Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.
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Your Psych-Ward diagnosis
Autism
Diagnosis: Autism. A developmental disability resulting from a neurological disorder that affects the normal functioning of the brain. It is characterized by the abnormal development of communication skills, social skills, and reasoning. Symptoms, which vary widely in severity, include impairment in social interaction, fixation on inanimate objects, inability to communicate normally, and resistance to changes in daily routine.
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)
Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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What candy are you? *with pictures*
Twix
You love to have fun, and have a great time!! You also gotta have something chewy and sweet with you all the time!
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am BORED
xmas' approaching!whee!ahhas!
town has been decorated in the expect display of fabulous lights- quite a sight to behold at night. wahahs. add on xmas songs to the mix.. feel as cosy as it should be if it's snowing. heheh.
keep on listening to britney spears' 'my only wihs(this year)'. lols. the tune's very upbeat. up till now, it has never failed in cheering me up. heheh.
looking forward to xmas. funnily, it's not cause of presents (dont think that i would be getting much presents this year?haahs). instead it's cause of the probability of celebrating it with my friends. hehe. enjoying the festive season together. heheh. family's soon replaced by friends. but in the end it's still family that matters the most.
okae.
whatever.
any-o-how.
whee. i got sunday off from tuition! cause henry lee decided to be kind and let us have 2 weeks off! mostly due to xmas! whee! hahas! shiok. but then..27 got tuition again.. think it's cause of e new year or what..? hmmms.. yet to tell him that the school dropped me for amaths.. lol. bleaghs.. i rather e school allow us to choose whether we want to take a and e maths.. or maybe make it compulsory for those who shows consistency in their lower sec maths.. then for those who doesnt, let them choose..? -.-"
zzz..
so boring..
all my books have been read finished.. and i dont feel like going out.. cause it's not to town.. and it's kinda weird to go out and get food and books.. i mean.. yeah.. it's just not my nature.. stupid estate here also dont have hawker centre near by.. hmm.. mayb i should explore sembawang.. lol. im not say very familar with it..
my house is filled with food.
it's just that ive got no appetite to finish it all.
can only take a bite or two before being full.
dont know why yesterday bbq like no appetite. lols. ate quite a few stuff.. one chicken wing. about 5 satays. a few cups of drinks.. two marshmallows.. erm.. think that's about all that i ate..? -.-" what the hell..
gosh.
it's depressing to listen to evanescence's my immortal and think about sad stuff at the same time.. lols.
retarded..!
zz..
forgot what i want to say le.. think i shall go and be a pig.. =] nites..? hahas. kk.
opps. happy birthday gaffar. hahas. :D hee
got barbeque yesterday. out the whole day. mwahahas! the bbq was fun! whee..! hahas.
am kinda tired.. zz Tuesday, December 13, 2005
happy birthday wenxing
you know what?
the other day when there was the thunderstorm? the one where i said that the lightning came one after the other? hahs. i had a moment of panic. when my mind started having images of tsunami and the hdb buildings giving way to the force that came with those high walls of water. dont ask me why. lols. anyhows. i got my brain back. =] hhahs. sometimes.. i think that my brain over-reacts. or maybe it's just that ive got this unknown dramatic side to me [actually.am i dramatic?] that surfaces when faced with such situations.
okae.
what a load of crap.
hahas.
anyways..
went to noel's house today. actual intention was to do homework. no idea why we ended up watching blade trinity and american pie [;P] the dvds.. haahs. in the end.. achieved nothing. =[ feeling guilty.
someone shoot me please.
IM FEELING GUILTY ABOUT HOMEWORK?!
what the hell.
since when do i feel guilty about homework..?
-.- Sunday, December 11, 2005
whee. just changed my blogskin. mwahahs.
anyways.. was reading back on some of the posts.. haahs.
found some funny stuff.
ok.
not say very funny. but it seems funny to me, cause i didnt know that i would post that kinda stuff.. yeah.. anyhows. those kinda stuff are never going to find its way onto my blog anytime soon. =P haas.
zzz.
i shall just stew in my fats at home.
JAMES BOND IS NOTHING WITHOUT HIS GADGETS!!!!!!!!! Saturday, December 10, 2005
zz.
have got nothing much to do.. and alicia just tagged me.
to do this>>>Rules of the game: Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself, then at the end of the list, 5 names that are in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment "you've been tagged" in their blog to read yours.
haas.
1.i have a tummy and i hate it..! >.< !
2.if i can choose where i want to live, it would be the carribean cause it sounds exotic ;P hahs!
3.i dont mind cooking the pasta sauce that has fungi on e bottle and pour it on spaghetti and eating it. =D
4.if i can, i would make e guys think that armpit hair on girls are cool so that we girls dont have to be shy about not shaving and be able to wear sleeveless tops out. x.X opps.
5.i dont like it when people are late, but i dont like to really show my temper to my friends [i think]. so. there goes. =D
hahas. 5things. kinda have to crack my head for the fifth one.. haas. =]
hmms. if there's error about the fifth one.. yeah. tell me. =D hahs.
>>gaffar
>>zhenwen
>>waimun
>>joel
>>yinwen
frankly, i find it scary that the thunders come one after another.. doesnt it like, stop for air, like a child has to stop for air when bawling its head off..? -.-" lols. not that i find thunderstorms scary.. but.. yeah. dont know why today's so weird.. thuder and lightning all over the place.. continously.. bleaghs. being alone doesnt help :P hahs. at least there's the tv.. yeah. hope that it doesnt cause a blackout or what.. =X bleaghs..
lalas.
m kinda having my lunch.. haha. some kind of lunch. if i can and remember, think that i would ask mother to buy some food later.. hhahas. the sky looks funny too.. dark on one side, white on the other.. hahs. -.-
kk.
i go have my lunch. and watch tv. =] bb Wednesday, December 07, 2005
wooohuu.
went out with 6D'02 today.wahhas. kinda like the usual who turned up? kinda disappointing, was hoping for more people to come or what.. yeahs.. bleaghs. bad planning on my part, i guess..? if only sms-es are free. lols. then i can sms them all day long, trying to confirm and get more people.. either way. hahs. had fun- which is kind of the main point? hahs.
met lynnette yong at yishun mrt at about 11.. made our way down to orchard and then taka's macdonalds. wheee. hhahs. mavis then reached, but she cant find the place, so in the end jacinda came before her and went with us to orchard mrt to 'get' hayking and mavis. ahhahs. =D hmms. found out that akbar,jeevan and shirley at yishun waiting for selwyn and benedict. hahas. so the five of us just find a spot at the orchard mrt station.. and played truth or dare. frankly, dare's more fun.. especially when there are lots of people. wahahs. hayking was made to do star jumps when the crowd came in.. hahas. people were looking at him as though he's grown another head. hahs. funny. i was made to sing twinkle twinkle lil star.. thankfully it was when there was kinda lil people around? hahs. =D still, very paiseh. =X heheh. then.. went to orchard cineleisure there.. had some food before going up to the cinema there.. watched aeon flux. the movie's damn cool. needs quite a bit of thinking though.. very thrilling. wheehehe. laughed alot.. smiled alot.. talked alot. made alot of cold jokes.. hahs. yeah.. then.. played some games at plaza singapura the arcade there before akbar,selwyn,benedict,mavis and jeevan left.. bleaghs. hahas. so the four of us went to kfc and settled down.. talked abit.. wahahs. laughed even more. lame jokes. cant remember what isit.. something hayking said, i think.. hahs. funny guy. without knowing.. -.-" hahhas. so.. lynnette's dad came and fetch us home, but hayking went to find his friend.. hahas. yeah.. fun day,all in all. whee. miss them all.
o yeah. saw wanwin at the pastamania, where we had our dinner. hahs. didnt expect to see her there. =D lols. =]
yepps.
me go off le. go read book. muahahas. bb.
